confessionals

so far this tribe seems ok. john and tom are on it and from what tom says they are civil . yay to positivity so far! spencer, who is not kevin btw, exchanged hellos earlier. cool guy. that's all i got so far. at this point i just wanna make jury. it is always goal number 1 of mine.

Yeah that Kevin scene around the campfire confused me too. I knew there were actual Kevin's saying it but then when someone not Kevin switched it up I didn't even know anymore. I feel like I need a bigger eye prescription in this forum!

Good luck! Thanks again for joining my rainbow rays of sunshine.

anytime my dear. anytime. i hope our tribe all show up!

we won yesterday immunity challenge and lost the one tonight. but we are still a bad ass tribe!! love everyone on my tribe except jaclyn and thats only bcause i dont know the bitch lol. we voted her tonight. at least i hope we all voted jaclyn. I really am hoping no one acts outta line.

tom is being shady again. after i talk to him about aligning with arik, he talks bracco into swappin with him? then i ask why and he suddenly says arik is fishy. dont do it tom.

and bracco...

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lordt. let me start with the auction challenge. It was my idea to not spend money which worked to our advantage when the other tribe started spendin money like crazy. we ended up winnin and gettin bracco back on our side which means our core four of me, tom, duck, and bracco are back together! the only loss outta all of that was me getting that vote canceller which in the end meant i would have an automatic vote against me and I couldn’t vote at the next tribal council. so immediately I knew I was fucked. i decided to only share my prize info with tom. for the others i told them what I had initially thought, which was that my prize cancelled someone elses’ vote.
so we now get to last nights challenge where things have started to shift a bit. it was the question challenge that didnt end lol. i personally enjoyed it! especially because i won fucking immunity!! that was mainly thanks to tom who knew i would have a vote against me so he gave me his person ftw. here is my sudden problem. bracco. somethin is off with that bitch. i normally dont care to call someone out their name that I dont know nor have feelins about in some way shape or form. but him. that bitch. he cussed at me for askin him a question about his person. excuse me? he is so lucky i am at a point in this game where I don’t want to lose allies because he was about to get the fullest read I could give. something is off with him. he has been so sweet and suddenly last night he turned full out crazy. I dont fuck with people like that and wont start. even tom thinks something is off. so after both tom and I calmed him down and assured him we are an alliance he started talkin crazy about strategy. and on top of that I found out from bria that bracco told her that she was the target!! wtf?? we were goin for cherry and told him to chill with the extra. so I had to assure her that she is good, which was kinda a good thing because it forged an alliance between she and i. but yeah. not feelin this core four anymore. bracco may have to be a casualty before merge.
oh and sandrak are my girls garrett and dillon. looks like I will be workin overtime to keep them in. if that means I have to toss bracco then so be it. after his shit last night there is no way in hell I would pick him over those two.

bria used her hii. sigh

omg gurl. Your immunity/not voting/penalty from the auction added a Twin Peaks plot to the night that I just could NOT figure out <3 that damn auction hahaha. I was just like hell I'll just throw a vote at him, doesn't matter on the outcome anyway.

lol they all might be too drunk to get it. except for tom

yaaaay merge!!! at 15?? hmmmm...the plan right now is boom with sandra k take out the asluts. i approached agent for an alliance and he accepted. very nice guy! shit is about to go down

I gave you episode title with that "Don't do it Tom" but I left Tom out. Don't do it was the theme of that whole episode. Lots of people on that ledge gurl....some jumped, some didn't.

Keep up the fab work <3 I wasn't sure where you were at in the story but I see you now boo

lol heeeeey!! yeah these people are all over. it's best for now to sit back and not do too much like some of these others

this vote is gonna suck. never thought i would see the day where duckbear was the only one i trust. spencer and i were cool until the jaclyn vote. now that he lost he wants to vote merriska but for some reason i aint feelin the sincerity. we told her the vote was rtf. but she could play an hii, which is suspected she has. if he got her to vote me with him then im gone. but who knows. i dont mind leavin to a blindside lol. i would be seen as a threat which is a compliment

i will prob be makin a move that will seal my fate this game. either i will leave embarrassed or show these folks who that bitch is. get ready for firewerks bish.

tonight i won yet another challenge. i may need to simmer down the wins? im just glad im safe this round. it kills me i cant get the votes i want towards the people i want. Im currently tryin to get dillon to flip. I really hope he goes for it. tom thinks he is the vote. I hope not. that would hurt my stomach a lot.

welp. the plan worked!! now i have to do dillon a solid and flip for him. i usually keep my promises but idk this time. i just hope they dont suspect dillon flipped.

Satan's down to his last breath huh? baby satan is alive and well and about to turn this game on its ass. my initial thoughts after tom left were to sulk and kinda withdraw from the game since im goin on my vacation to florida tonight, but you know what? fuck that. I owe tom some blood. dillon flat out lied to me and later acted like it was for the best? nah. uh uh. miss dillon and garrett think they will have it good now. um no. I will try my damnest to get to the end with bobby and or taylor. I will not be used by my dearest homegirls dillon and garrett. not today heauxs

I have to wonder if garrett tipped harley and penaltied to stay in his good graces. I gotta watch that onr