HarleyStodden Confessional

12.1
Do I look like a Shepard, bitch?

13.1
We need to talk about Kevin.

No, I am not talking about that Tilda Swinton movie, I am talking about DDT. Now let's cut the cake real quick, DDTea and Dillon are a duo. It's simple. Even though Dillon obviously voted with us in the last two rounds and sent Tom home without any idol play...I don't buy it.

He and Kevin are the people who threaten my game. They are a duo on both sides of the fence. Let's see, DDT has 3 votes (not including his) and those 3 votes are pretty desperate at this stage of the game. They basically need a life jacket. Enter Dillon, the saviour. With Dillon comes a vote which equals 5. All Dillon has to do is flip someone from the A-Slut group and that's majority.

Originally I would've said Dillon couldn't flip someone but with RTF's random outburst aimed at me Arik and Javi he really could strike the fear in Bria. Bria could easily think she is at the bottom of the group, let's not forget she was voted number 5 in the tribe stats. She wasn't happy about that at all, trust me on that.

I know that if I get voted out from here until whenever, it is going to be a blindside. No one gonna tells me shit. I still have that idol but I don't want to waste it if I waste it that will defo throw the alliance into a downward spiral because it will look as if I don't trust them. I don't trust them, but they don't need to know that.

I need to start planning my assault on Kevin. It need's to happen ASAP.

13.2
If I leave, I'm gonna leave swinging.

So I thought this vote was going to be an easy vote, I was going to be able to take out RTF and worry about the blindside on Dillon. Real easy.

As ever, I was mistaken. Arik tells me that there was a final four deal of Dillon, Kevin, Bria & Himself. Are you kidding? I knew there was going to be a final deal within that group but...Bria? I am disappointed but luckily she doesn't trust Dillon or Kevin for a hot second and wants to team up with Oxy and Shred to take them out once I am out (or something along those lines). Do I look like I was born yesterday? Do your really think I was just going to leave that easy? Think again.

Javi tells me that Dillon told Garret that I am the vote. Me. I loose my shit. Dillon, do you really think I didn't see this coming? Did you really think you were going to be able to take me out? Think again.

I have worked out that a lot of this threat comes from my idol. So, I need to take a risk. I need to get rid of this idol. I need it to be detached from my gameplay because it is creating a lot of suspicions. It doesn't matter if it is wasted this round (yes it kind of sucks) but I just need to take the risk. I also think wasting an idol makes you look super weak so people will be more inclined to take me to FTC. "Harley wasted an idol, what juror would vote for him? His a mess".

I am gonna take out Dillon and Kevin. My idol speech is aimed at them two, at this moment in the game, all I can do is flip the shit out of everyone. Strike fear and sashay away. All I need is 5 votes to take out Dillon. 5 votes. That's it. Then it's done.

Right now I have Javi & Arik. So my first stop is Bria.

13.3
Truth Tea Teapot

So I confront Bria, straight up, no bullshit, discussion. I ask her what is going on and if she was going to vote me out either this round or the next. Quite frankly, I know that was her plan and although she denies it a few times as soon as I drop the information that I know about her final four alliance the truth comes pouring out of that truth tea teapot.

She admits to it, she says she isn't sure she was ever going to go through with but she does admit she didn't know where she stood. The think with Bria is, I always wanted her in the game with me because I knew she would help me make a move if needed to. So she was never on the bottom of the alliance - so I am going to work my shit out.

I ask her if there's a chance we can still work together and she says absolutely. At this point, I have nothing to loose. I have got rid of the idol now I need to start building on my relationships again.

She's asked me her suspicions on me and Javi. Me, Javi and Garret. Me, Javi and Arik. It's clear that no one quite knows what the hell is going on. Apparently people see me as the leader, the leader of what exactly? An alliance that has half of the players wanting me out? How does that make me a threat?

It's super frustrating to hear people following these blind leaders about things that do not completely make sense. Surely the biggest threat that everyone is trying to get out is anything but the biggest threat? Surely the biggest threat is the person you least suspect.